It’s that time of year again, and though I think we
should reflect on the things we’re thankful for every day of the year (I’m
including myself in this), I’m happy for a day dedicated to giving thanks. And
I know I did a very similar post last year, but I’m not even going to look at
until after this post goes live, when I will then examine both the similarities
and differences of these two posts.
This morning started off on an early note, as I completed
my fourth consecutive TXU Energy Turkey Trot. Remember when I hated running?
Yeah, me too, but now I can’t imagine my Thanksgiving without a 7:30am run
through the Houston Galleria area. I left early, so as to hopefully avoid some of the traffic I hit last year, and I managed to get a good parking spot, enjoy the warmth of my car, and then hit the pavement for a 6.2 mile run. I honestly could not have asked for better weather, and I am so glad that I got to start out my Thanksgiving doing one of my very favorite activities. And a HUGE shout out and thank you to the many volunteers who were out there at 3:00am. You guys made this race possible, and are the real MVP's!
And because it’s Thanksgiving, and we’re all about to eat
our body weight in turkey, here’s a Houston Turkey Trot Fun Fact for you guys:
- “Wild turkeys have excellent vision during the day but don't see as well at night. They are also very mobile. Turkeys can run at speeds up to 25 mph, and they can fly up to 55 mph.”
Now, let’s get to the cheesy
part of this post – what I’m thankful for.
Where do I even BEGIN with
this post? I have so much to be thankful for that I don’t even know where to
start. This new chapter of my life has been such a whirlwind, in the most
overwhelming and exciting and humbling way. So I think I’ll start with that.
I’m beyond thankful for my
job. That I have a job. That I have a job that is something new each and every
day. A job that keeps me on my toes and never gets boring, and kids that
simultaneously infuriate me and make me laugh all in the span of five
minutes. I am thankful for such a
supportive and encouraging administrative team, who handles everything that comes
their way with both class and professionalism. I am thankful for students who
(sometimes) listen to me and impress me and make me think really hard about
ever having kids of my own (I’m kidding, sort of). They fight me and joke with me and
exasperate me to no end, but if I can be a bright spot in even one of their
days, I’ve done something right. I’m thankful for my own teachers, because no
one can know how hard your job is until you’ve experienced it from the other
side. And I can't end this without making the very bold statement that some of my fellow Bellaire teachers are some of the kindest people I have ever met. I'm constantly being asked how I'm doing, if I need anything, and just reassured that I'm doing a great job (which might be taking things a bit far). I'm lucky, and I'm so happy that I am where I am.
I’m thankful for
volleyball. Not only for the years that I played, but also for the opportunity
to be on the other side of the game and give back to the sport that gave me so
incredibly much as a player. When I played my final high school volleyball game
just over five years ago, I never would have dreamed that I would be one day be
back. But, here I am! I’m thankful for the three other coaches who were patient with me, who
showed me grace, who taught me something new each day, who understood that they
“threw me into the ring of fire” (Ap’s words, not mine), but still told me that
I was doing a great job, and that I have a great work ethic. I’m thankful for the girls' parents who came to every game,
despite the fact that they knew it was going to be a blowout, who sent me words of
encouragement when I was feeling like I was in over my head, and who were
patient with me as I navigated the waters as a first-year coach. I’m thankful
for hard-working, funny, and musically-talented (ha!) girls who made the long
hours at school absolutely worth it. I have loved getting to know them not only as
players, but also as young women, who taught me so much about what it means to love
and support other people.
Glory days |
I’m thankful for a job
that allows me to see the sunrise each morning, because we all know by now that
they’re my unofficial love language. Dylan laughs at me because he said if
anyone looked at the photo album on my phone, all they would see would be
sunrises and food. There are worse things in life, right?
Speaking of Dylan, I don’t
think it’s a coincidence that today marks 18 months since our very first real
date at Hopdoddy Burger Bar in Austin. He has been there through a whole lot –
through student teaching and the interview process and the waiting game and now
my first year teaching – and he has listened to me cry and complain, and he has
listened to me tell endless stories about my students, and he never fails to
tell me that I’m doing a great job. He also tells me what I don’t necessarily
want to hear (but need to hear) in that he lets me whine and complain but he
also gets me to snap back to reality and realize that no, every day isn’t going
to be great, but that there is great found in every day. He doesn’t let me feel
sorry for myself for long, because he inadvertently reminds me how lucky I am
to have the job that I have. That I’m making a difference even when I don’t
realize it. He has shown me grace and forgiveness and so much love from afar, and all of this while being an
absolute rockstar in Austin. More on that to come. Sure, we've experienced some choppy waters, but they have led to some smoother sailing. He never said one
discouraging word when I didn’t even apply for a job in Austin, rather, encouraging
me through the entire application and interview process. I think he was more stressed than I was when waiting to hear back from Bellaire. It’s been 18 months of laughter and fun, and growing
and being challenged, and I’m so, so happy to have him by my side.
I’m thankful for traffic
(yes, you read that correctly), because it gives me more time to listen to
music. I’ll admit that I don’t have an active “quiet time” each day, but every
day on the way to and from school I listen to KSBJ, and I have learned more and
more that Jesus speaks to me through the words of the songs that play on this
station. Luckily, I don’t have to sit in too much traffic these days, but if I ever
do, I try not to be frustrated, yet look at that as more time to spend with Him.
There are perks to living 20 minutes away from where I work, and that is
certainly one of them. All of that being said, I still think Houston drivers are the craziest of all.
I’m thankful for weekly
walks at Hermann Park with Sarah, for a best friendship that didn't end when the sharing of suite 1 did. Her being a full-time medical student, and me
being a full-time teacher, it would be easy to brush off hanging out, blaming
it on the fact that we’re both entirely too busy. Lucky for us, Bellaire isn’t
far from the Houston Medical Center, and we’ve managed to keep up with weekly
walks at Hermann Park, catching up on what these first few months out of
undergrad have brought us.
I’m thankful for reunions
with roommates. It was weird going from seeing my best friends every single
day, without even having to make an effort, to going days without seeing people
my own age. I’ve gotten to see Natalie and Sarah, as they reside in the same
city that I reside in, but Jamie Lynn gave up a weekend to come visit us, and I was able
to squeeze in some time with Katie one weekend when we were both in Austin. I’m
thankful for friendships that didn’t end when we walked the stage, and for our
Clubhouse group text that demonstrates that none of us have really changed at
all, even when living in very different cities.
I’m thankful for legs that
allow me to run (I know for a fact that I said that last year) because running brings me a lot of joy and peace, a roof over my
head, felt tip pens, food on my table, clean water, high schools friends who make it so incredibly easy to pick up right where we left off, dark chocolate, sunshine, a job that allows me all the same breaks that I'm already used to, gummy vitamins, blankets that keep me warm, podcasts, Happy Socks, chapstick, the sweet Kopy Kingdom ladies, snooze buttons that allow me those extra few minutes of calmness, a car that
runs, Longhorn football that improves with every game (Hook ‘em Horns!), and
for all of you who have stuck with my inconsistent blogging habits. I sometimes
feel weighed down when people ask when there’s going to be a new post, but it
only means that you guys enjoy reading the nonsense things I have to say, and that means more to me than I could
ever express.
And finally, and most of
all, I’m thankful for a God who pursues me even when I ignore Him. I am almost
finished with this journal that I started on one of the very last days of 2013.
It has carried me throughout this entire year, and I decided to read through it
a couple of weeks back. I found what I wrote the day after my interview at
Bellaire, and I’m thankful that even when I don’t see Him, and even when I don’t
acknowledge Him, He is with me every moment of every day. He placed me where I
am for a purpose, and it’s so reassuring to know that He answers prayers and
holds me in the palm of His hand. He has a plan just for ME, and that
everything is done on His timing. What a sweet promise, and what a reason to
give thanks!
And a final thank you to
all of you who have actually made it this far in the post. This was a long one, but would
you expect anything less from me? I hope you all enjoy an absolutely wonderful
Thanksgiving, surrounded by loved ones and reflecting on all that you do have before getting caught up in the
Christmas-season frenzy. Here’s to eating lots of good food, watching lots of
good football, and spending lots of good time with some of my favorite people.
It’s no wonder that Thanksgiving is one of my favorite holidays!
Beautiful! So impressive.
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